hate me? then PISS OFF.

im falling in love with this song. check out dan's blog, he has the acoustic version of it.

mugged with cong again today. met gary and cheng wei who were there witho other vs peeps to send their teacher off. then went to meet yonghong. met lynn who was real funny and amusing! haha. and she's quite pretty. then met yonghong played some pool, he won me twice, i beat him back later. then he decided to go home. =.= on the way home met a old primary school fren. chatted a little then finally got home. wah meet so many ppl.

at the airport, this sec 4 girl reading the sec 4 chem textbook was sitting next to me. she seemed to be stuggling with her chem and everything. and i was wondering, man i'd love to go back to those days. sec 4 chem is like, uh, i dunno! like, damn easy? haha. not boasting lah but im kinda used to the questions they ask so its really fun to do. it is afterall my favourtie subject.go back in time leh. its easier.

pearly said she ran 3k! and she's damn proud if it so, applause pls! haha. yong hong, zhicong and i were thinking of how fas tshe ran. when we asked her sje said 10 mins. TEN MINUTES. maybe forget to add one zero behind lah.. haha. yeah the three of us were teasing her about it yesterday night. kinda funny. last time zhicong say that if she go for one period of PE she will ache for one week. so we couldnt see how she managed to run 3k. hahaha. ok don't niao.

studying with zhicong and yonghong damn fun. won't sian one. study until sian got ppl to talk cock with. and since yonghong is the best at talking cock of cos won't sian lah! then zicxong say "go there see scenery" if you get what i mean. haha. a lot of ppl walking around. hmm quite true. haha. but a bit tiring, go there after training. but still, better than going home to slack. i very long never study already feel damn guilty. and everyone mugging so hard. its damn stressing. sian. sian. sian.

destress: go download one of the recent podcasts by mr brown if you haven't. the one with PM Lee singing My Humps. thats right. My Humps by Black Eyed Peas. haha. its retarded. not PM lee, the song.

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happy birthday sophie! and happy advanced birthday eugene!

sophie and eugene are my siblings. and since todya is my sis's birthday, and my bro's birthday is on sunday, i shall dedicate this post to them.

my sis is p6, so she's taking the PSLE this year. she's a noisy little brat, and her manners were lost to her since she was born. haha. she has totally NO manners. in fact, she pointed her middle finger at me when she was in p5 i think! now that would partially be my fault since im the one who uses that gesture. hahaha. and she behaves like a boy! she's mega tomboy.

contrast: my bro. sec 3 this year, in dunman high. he's mega sissy. now thats a bda thing to say but yeah its true. i think sophie and eugene's genes got mixed or sth. but he's becoming less sissy and gay i think. i'd love to say that he's matured overe the years but apparently he hasnt. eugene i know you're reading this. haha. so for god's sake stop being so fucking sissy. BE A MAN!

yeah i love them both still. siblings can never be replaced lah. i can;t imagine life withought the sissy and the tomboy. and all the funny stories that happen day in day out. cherish your family. then after reading this, go back and think of how you can cherish your family more. finally, go back to mugging. PROMOS COMING STILL READ BLOG! lol.

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shiok ah. we did some gay shit training today. felt like shit during the training, but DAMN did it feel good after. just sitting there, chillin, swallowing entire drinks. i smell the team spirit sia.. eh well done guys! didnt think we'd survive, but we did, and impressed mr teo summore.

most interesting thing today: mr teo showed his soft side! man. all the guys like him more i think. zhi cong and i both agreed. he cracked a dumb joke! lol. first time he so nice to us lah! shiok. sigh. xin1 ruan3 now. even cong dun dare to tell him. its too hard lah! suddenly he so nice.

highlight of training: zhicong, me, you sian, jiawei(i think) were running togetrher. it was my turn not to hold the ball. when i ran past cong, he suddenly "chi bye lahhhh" then chiong. i "f*** you lahhhhh" then i chiong. then you sian and jiawei joined in. haha. DAMN Loud. got all the hokkien colourful language coming in, then made us chiong like gays to beat each other. after that part feel like shit. all the lactic acid builiding up. i think if the acid get any more concentrated it'll just corrode my bones away. haha bo ho chio.

and yes! you sian! you and i can go water this week! SONG BO... im so looking forward to water.. its been such a long time since i went down to water. kel and nat ah.. why u all pon... if not can go water also.... oh kel alr can go so no diff lah. but u missed out on a team bonding kind of training.

i have a fricking tumour on my fourth finger on my right hand. those interested pls come ask me. i show you. my whole finger is swelled up. the callus there has been infected due to rust getting into the callus after gym. the callus fromed due to pull ups. and it's damn disgutsing. its big, yellow, and totally reduces your ability of writing. i couldnt even hold a pen properly. now better. quick heal lah i wanna go back to my routine.

i can't stop thinking of _____

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sth wrong with my blog.

i hate pull ups. now i have gay blisters all over my bloody hand and it hurts. real bad. there's this mega humongous gigantic lump on my fourth finger that hurst when i touch it. TOUCH only know. @#$#^$%^&(^% but still. thats the downside if you keep doing during your breaks lah. but the upside is i get more prepared for next year's nationals. come to papa mr medal!

my pull ups have hit 20 now.. its a little teeny thing to be happy about, but many htings are dragging me down. the other day, i was just thinking about kayaking and everything, when i suddenly asked myself a question: what makes you think you're a asset to the team. i dunno why i asked myself that lah but yeah i did. just thought to myself. and i realised: my running SUCKS, and the only thing im good for is strength stuff. BUT, im weaker than the strongest(nat and yonghong), and their running is probably faster than me. and im just SLIGHTLY stronger than some of the others. like, bench press do 2.5 kilo more. wtf. so, if i can't run as fast as them and im not as strong or stronger, then what the eff is my use to the team. like, got me no me no difference right. sianness. and to think not long ago i was so imspired cos i wanted to be olympic. sdden change in mood cos of one question. wah im having mood swings i think.

thus i came up woth a conclusion. train hardER. not as if not hard enough liao. but hardER. and, dun think so much. just do it.

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before i start, and befroe you read, go to tihs link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioFOw28HwbE

its the video of 11 yr old Bianca Ryans, who recently won the America's Got Talent competition. yawnz pawnz. damn f***ing pro. she's imba! 11 yr old sing like that. aiyah go see. words can't express how she sings.

today damn tiring lah.. ran 4.8 during p.e. when the team ran, i went to do rowing. then still 3 sets pull ups. arms feel like jello. oh! but im happy with today;s perfromance lah. i did the follwing number of pull ups: 18,16,18,16,19,15,12. last three too tired already after the rowing, so become quite random. but today chiong liek that tmr sure no strength. =s

then had team bonding! kinda sian cos we actually wanted to have soccer.. guys+girls.. but softball guys recently started training more on the field with soccer gals too so no more space! see beh sian.. JAMES.. and GONG... ask your softball coach go somewhere else lah... haha. but captain;s ball not bad lah. once again yi rui was damn violent. he was HUGGING ruiyi. poor yirui. HAHAHA. k joking. yeah but he shouldnt like, hug a girl like that to get the ball lah, thats like, invasing her modesty or sth. the funniest part being, my teammates, ruiyi,huayshan and puiyee all stand in one row and start screaming before i pass the ball to them. then when they get ball scream some more. wah ear pain. haha. damn funny.

then went home with pearly. sorry ah cong. but she got tell me a lot of things. haha. i tell you tmr or sth. im damn tired now.. GOOD NIGHT.

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wah tiring day. went gym in the morning, and ran before that. and omg running on treadmills rock. my 4.8 timing on the treadmill was 15"30. and thats gay. nobody can run THAT fast using the VJ route cos of the heat and the bloody overhead bridge. but treadmills damn shiokm cos you're forced to maintain that pace, or fall off! simple. it kinda feeds your ego that you're a good runner even if you really aren't! lol.

then supposedly went mugging with zhicong. then after that we went hunting for his bag. he bought a nice bag, from zinc. i picked it so if you htink its a nice bag, it says sth abt my taste. HEH. zhicong was also looking around for pretty girls all the time. sadly, the standard of pretty girls in orchard/suntec/dhoby ghaut/ town area has dropped drastically. very sian. hmm i think generally the two of us better looking than hte most of us there.. HAHA EE LAC LA...

and guess what, in the short half a day's time, we entered SEVEN adidas shops. man i didnt know adidas was so all over the place. they have concept stores in almost evry single major shopping centre! thats nuts lah, can you imagine how much they earn from all those sales? makes you think about how succesful a company can become. did you know that the creators of Puma And Adida were bros? look at how famous Adidas is now, and with puma struggling behind. think!

the gayest part of the whole day was us standing together sharing ice cream from one small cup. wah a lot of people look at us. even i felt gay. haha. but very long never indulge in ice cream already... that 2 small scoops damn shiok.. take small small bites slowly enjoy.

this frenship is kinda cool. in many ways we're similar. firstly we're both from chinese schools so the use of chinese vulgarities is quite frequent. haha. secondly we're both horny. but zhicong hornier. he says he look for girls look at the length of skirt first. wtf right. haha. i was telling him face more impt than skirt. some fat girl wear miniskirt you want to see meh. then he start laughin. thirdly wearr around the same height. ok that was dumb. fourthly we both have a passion for kayaking! yeah that rocks. fifthly when we go to the toilet, we both start playing with our hair when we are done peeing. yes we wash our hands. sixthly he likes a PLMGS girl and so do i. hahaha. seventhly we like soccer. in fact i meeting him again tmr to play soccer! eightly our jeans are always too loose. must wear belt. heh. ninthly we like lame stuff. anything that is able to talk cock, be lame, talk rubbish, make us laugh. sure like one. zhicong just now suddenly say jasmine very cocky. i was quite shocked, like, no where got, dun be gay. he say, no cocky as in talk a lot of cock. =.= wah stil lgot a lot of similarities. dun say liao lah tired. haha.

OH! one last thing that makes me happy! that day i forgot to wear tie. Mr Seet saw and came over, placed his hand on my deltoid. ok thats the shoulder area, like the end of your shoulder, the place where your arm is jointed to the shoulder. ok anyway the mmuscle you have there is called deltoid. he placed it there then start asking me why neevr wear tie and everything. then suddenly he kinda squeezed it and said, muscle big big, kayaker ah? i was pleasantly surprised and just said, yeah. wah. owns leh. hahah. see beh song the feeling. ok sorrry im being ego.

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tmr's saturday.. and me going for gym means i probavly wont get to see you. you'd be missed! sorely! well at least i have some of the kayak guys with me. and yes zhicong i shall go with you to heeren's to shop for your stuff!

i've got so much to say here, so much i wanna tell thw whole world, about you. but i don't dare to, cos im afaid you're reading this too and it'll just make things more awkward for the both of us.. well if you DO see this, pls at least promise to look a little longer if our eyes meet, so i can say a simple hi..

i don't care what people say and how they niao. thats secondary.

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i seem to be blogging ONLY about kayaking. everytime i come online to blog, i try to think of other topics. but the only topic i can think of is kayaking. haha. i don't know, its like this new love. im getting addicted to the gymming and running and pull ups everyday in the morning and during breaks. no i'm not insane, no it doesnt suck. you just feel proud of yourself after surviving all that crazy shit, 24/7. i mean, morning i do at least 50 pull ups, between breaks another 50, so thats 100 a day. sometimes we do 100 as part of our training, so its 200 a day. then the gay running. we don't go for a 4.8km run, we go for a 4.8km sprint. we don't go for 8km jogs, we go for 8km runs. its all mental. motivation, the pushing force behind you, the fuel. and right now, that motivation would be next year's nationals, and the OLYMPICS. i don't know my mind is screwing itself up cos of lack of sleep. but for some reason im aiming for the olympics. i feel confused. the crazy driven part of me says, yeah go for the olympics, the other skeptical or maybe practical side says dun be gay thats too far. i dun care lah, i want to get to the olympics. sometimes we all get beaten down by the boring shit that happens arnd us, we don't see the point and we get sian. we need inspirations like this to keep us going, and its coming on strong now. i feel inspired! i want to win. i want to run fast. i want to be stronger, strongest. i want to beat everyone. i want to be the best. its all about the want. how hungry you are. man i feel like a tiger or sth. right now i just feel so motivated to run or kayak. i guess its cos of hormones. high testosterone levels. haha.

WHAM. WAKE UP LAH PASS PROMOS THEN SAY. bloody hell. we're always tied down by all these gay shit. promos lah studies lah, a levels lah, getting a good job lah, marrying, having kids, living the normal life. isnt that the Singapore dream. study well get a good job settle down and live a normal life. BUEY SIAN MEHHHHH. where's the kick. to quote a famous person, Everyone dies, but not everyone lives.and i dun think the singaporean dream is about living. NO LIFE AH. look at those aunties or uncles walking around downstairs in t shirts and slippers. one day when you retire you gonna be just like them. you want meh? do something important man. i don't want all that fame or glory shit, i just want to do something significant to me in my life, something that i can take away with me when i die. haha. then think, wife how. nvm lah, live this kind of crazy life with me. if you don't mind.

i wanna be an Olympian. so i better work thrice as hard. four times as hard. five times.

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HAHA. i feel good. i clocked 20"55 today for 4.8. whch means i meet the requirements for our upcoming fitness test. damn it feels good. but my legs feel like agar agar.

reached home at 7 plus today even though i ended lessons at 1245. gay. finished gym arnd 230, but saw kelvin, then we went to igloo to chill. then A LOT of kayakers came up, god knows why, and i couldnt bare to leave the place. first kelvin, ten zhicong, nat, then zhiwei and yousian. thats half the guys team! had so much fun together lah, the bunch of us. i can't emphasise how much i love them. anymore i'll turn gay. now that won't be good. haha. then the girls team came up too, choosing the team jerseys. when it was the guys turn to choose, they went to play foosball and man are they loud. they were SCREAMING after each and every goal. damn loud. some of the guys said, take ruiyi away and tsound levels will drop by half. haha. kinda mean but kinda true. but we guys were also laughing and making noise when we played foosball too. damn funny. and the girls are too cute. you should have seen the way they waved their arms. kinda like primary school kids or preschoolers!

i like gymming alone. its all up in your head to push yourself. and the good results for duathlon only means we're on the right track. im gonna grab that medal next year. you wait and see. just wait and see.

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i only have one word to describe today:

shiok

played street soccer with CCHS alumni and CCHS kayakers. 12 of us, so 4v4, winner in loser out. damn shuang but damn tiring. they're good. got one Commando, one Guardsman, one OCS one, one recruit. siao. lucky they split everyone up. zhi cog is called energizer cos he running all over the place, and they call us batteries. lol. cos we can run mah. but you thin ah, street soccer court so small, can run how much. lol. got this imba guy called ivan, a bit fat one, wah left legged and damn zhun. volley and volley and volley. sui. eh dan, i think he better than you at finishing, but he dun run one lah usually wait for ball. whatever lah most imptly today damn shuang. shuang shuang shuang. oh and i saw Wei yang and Song nian. they were pointing at me when i saw and waved. they waved back also, they must have been wondering what i was doing with CCHS ppl. lol.

then go out nat's house bathe and change, slack arnd, then met jun xiang! agreed to come my house to mug. eh nat, it worked leh, not as bad as going your house. haha. cos usually go nat house ened up playing com one, sure wun study. BUT! we managed to study at my house. not a lot lah cos was quite tired already. song boh today meet so many ppl had so much fun end up mugging summore. sense of satisfaction! promos coming scared scared. i need to work harder!

im in this for real.. sigh..

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HAHA. VJ guys kinda OWNED the relay duathlon. we clinched 3rd 4th and 5th. it was 4k run, 4k kayak, 4k run. but it was more like a run based event lah, those who run faster win cos the boats so sucky you cant really sprint like with a competition boat. 3rd was ang you sian and tam zhi cong(tammy) 4th was Gedeon lim and Zhiwei the monkey, 5th was jia (qing + wei). yes, you realise i didnt win anything. cos my team both are lousy runners. kinda like the last few at running. my 4.8 timing is 22:47 bloody hell. drop till 22:47. partner clocked 19 sth the other day. the other guys who won 4.8 timing is like, 18 or 17. fastest is 16:33. HOWEVER! Kelvin and I are good in the water. and we overtook arnd 10-15 ppl. 3-4 from SA,- 3-4 from PJ, 3-4 from some funny schools, 1 RJ pair, and overtook Nat and Yonghong! they werre in the lad actually but we overtook them lah, water rocked. sui lah. STILL, wasnt enough to win a medal........ but since some of my brothers did, im real happy. they anonunce top 6 positions nia leh! VJ took up half! sui boh..

girls didnt do as well but they did their best! yeah we're proud of them. you guys pushed! peiying and sharon esp, their running was 3rd and 4th respectively. yeah next year we'll repeat this win for legs and paddles ! then for nationals!

that gayshit training is starting to pay off. i hope the school starts to recognise us now. Mr. Tan Yew Hwee and Mrs Chan! pls give us more money! Mr teo, pls stop looking down on us!

sigh. though im kinda sad cos of what happened to kelvin. haha kelvin you noe what im talking about. so do most of you guys. sry ah kel i run so slow, mad eus lose this thing.

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gym! i like gym. its sth i'm good at. i prefer enduring that kinda training. makes me look unproportionate though. =( sian.

went mugging with nat today. was fun lah, always was. but pangsehed daniel soon. sorry ah! another time hor! talked about lots of stuff, about someone, (conbtent here was removed!)
competition coming on saturday! im kinda scared, what with kel saying we might have probelms coordinating since we are both solo boat guys. hmm. can lah can lah, i follow his stroles should be ok. we shall own on the boat. run maybe lose to some of you guys, but on the boat we can own. we must own. we can own. now beat that you crazily fast runners! eat all my backwash! (if we can catch you after you go into the water)

good luck to me! everyone wish me good luck! good luck guys! good luck VJ KAYAK! and most of all, good luck, you.

last part: entertainment! these are some gay metaphors i got from James.

Was reading some funny message siang yee sent me about gay metaphors... Below are some of the best I feel!

Her hair glistened in the rain like nose hair after a sneeze.

Her eyes were like two brown circles with big black dots in the centre

Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever.

John and Mary had never met. They were like two hummingbirds who had also never met.

The young fighter had a hungry look, the kind you get from not eating for a while.

The ballerina rose gracefully en pointe and extended one slender leg behind her, like a dog at a lamppost.

She grew on him like she was a colony of E. coli and he was room-temperature British beef.

She walked into my office like a centipede with 98 missing legs.

Awakening my lame inner child, I decided to form a few too...

He started praying like a praying mantis

The mosquito bite swell like Mount Everest shrunk down a thousand times

I began pouring my feelings like lao sai after drinking tao hui

Tears streamed from his eyes like the last few drops of pee

My biceps hurt like a personified broken bicycle

After breaking up, he was as lonely as a single testicle in the scrotum after the other got removed due to defects.

He was so embarassed that he turned as red as stained sanitary pads

When he found out he passed his econs paper, he felt as happy as a boy who failed for erectile dysfunction

His privates were as big as a baseball bat placed between two softballs.

His privates were as small as a half eaten sausage in between two meatballs on a satay stick.

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im finally back. im tired lah just returned from kayak chalet. mega super damn fun. loved the guys loved the company. played soccer, someone brought XBOX and PS2 and i started woning everyone on Dead or alive 3, then played Winning Eleven against Wilbur, who was second in the recently held wnning eleven tournament! keep losing. =.= not so bad lah lose by one or rwo goals. only last match lose him 4 goals. then we talked cock overnight. just sit there laug hand laugh and laugh until everybody stomachache. Yonghong the best, the most cock to talk. we were kinda high so whenever someone said anything slightly fnny we started laughing all over again. after a while buey tahan go sleep a bit. then just woke up this morning. OH YAH, we stripped yonghong naked yesterday. down to his underwear and threw his clothes downstairs to the girls. then the played the game Penis.

you see, everyone sits in a circle, and starts saying penis one by one. the person has to say it louder than the person before him, so eventually someone has to be shouting penis. thats the fun part lah. the dumbass guys go and chnge the whole thing and made it damn awkward for some ppl. see lah! you all ah.

everything so weird now lah, dunno what to say, dun dare to say, dun even dare to look. everyone say until so obvious, 3 yr old also can guess lah. what to do what to do. for once im lost and dunno what to do. nah the feeling ain't mutual i guess..

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i heard that my classmates are visiting my blog, i don't know why. but anyway, 06s64, yongsheng, sheena, jia qing and i have kinda come up with a web of scandals. hahahahha. this is how the cycle goes. it starts with the most disgusting guy in class, Quek. pls look out for updates on the class scandals. there will be updates soon. heh.

anyway there's this really interesting post on poksam's blog. i just copied the whole thing. its an excerpt from a book. im sure you'll feel enlightened after eading it. it totally owns your ass. seriously, totally.

The universe (he said) is the Great All, and offers a paradox too great for the finite mind to grasp. As the living brain cannot conceive of a non-living brain - although it may think it can - the finite mind cannot grasp the infinite.

The prosaic fact of the universe's existence alone defeats both the pragmatic and the romantic. There was a time, yet a hundred generations before the world moved on, when mankind had achieved enough technical and scientific prowess to chip a few splinters from the great stone pillar of reality. Even so, the false light of science (knowledge, if you like) shone in only a few developed countries. One company (or cabal) led the way in this regard: North Central Positronics, it called itself. Yet, despite a tremendous increase in available facts, there were remarkably few insights.

"Gunslinger, our many-times-great grandfathers conquered the-disease-which-rots, which they called cancer, almost conquered aging, walked on the moon - "

"I don't believe that," the gunslinger said flatly.

To this, the man in black merely smiled and answered, "You needn't. Yet it was so. They made or discovered a hundred other marvelous baubles. But this wealth of infomation produced little or no insight. There were no great odes written to the wonders of artificial insemination - having babies from frozen mansperm - or to the cars that ran on power of the sun. Few if any seemed to have grasped the truest principle of reality: new knowledge leads to yet more awesome mysteries. Greater physiological knowledge of the brain makes the existence of the soul less possible yet more probable by the nature of the search. Do you see? Of course you don't. You've reached the limits of your ability to comprehend. But nevermind - that's beside the point."

"What is the point then?"

"The greatest mystery the universe offers is not life but size. Size encompasses life, and the Tower encompasses size. The child, who is most at home with wonder, says: Daddy, what is above the sky? And the father says: The darkness of space. The child: What is beyond space? The father: The galaxy. The child: Beyond the galaxy? The father: Another galaxy. The child: Beyond the other galaxies? The father: No one knows.

"You see? Size defeats us. For the fish, the lake in which he lives is the universe. What does the fish think when he is jerked up by the mouth through the silver limits of existence and into a new universe where the air drowns him and the light is blue madness? Where huge bipeds with no gills stuff it into a suffocating box abd cover it with wet weeds to die?

"Or one might take the tip of the pencil and magnify it. One reaches the point where a stunning realization strikes home: The pencil tip is not solid; it is composed of atoms which whirl and revolve like a trillion demon planets. What seems solid to us is actually only a loose net held together by gravity. Viewed at their actual size, the distances between these atoms might become league, gulfs, aeons. The atoms themselves are composed of nuclei and revolving protons and electrons. One may step down further to subatomic particles. And then to what? Tachyons? Nothing? Of course not. Everything in the universe denies nothing; to suggest an ending is the one absurdity.

"If you fell outward to the limit of the universe, would you find a board fence and signs reading DEAD END? No. You might find something hard and rounded, as the chick must see the egg from the inside. And if you should peck through the shell (or find a door), what great and torrential light might shine through your opening at the end of space? Might you look through and discover our entire universe is but part of one atom on a blade of grass? Might you be forced to think that by burning a twig you incinerate an eternity of eternities? That existence rises not to one infinite but to an infinity of them?

"Perhaps you saw what place our universe plays in the scheme of things - as no more than an atom in a blade of grass. Could it be that everything we can perceive, from the microscopic virus to the distant Horsehead Nebula, is contained in one blade of grass that may have existed for only a single season in an alien time-flow? What if that blade should be cut off by a scythe? When it begins to die, would the rot seep into our universe and our own lives, turning everthing yellow and brown and desiccated? Perhaps it's already begun to happen. We say the world has moved on; maybe we really mean that it has begun to dry up.

"Think how small such a concept of things make us, gunslinger! If a God watches over it all, does He actually mete out justice for such a race of gnats? Does His eye see the sparrow fall when the sparrow is less than a speck of hydrogen floating disconnected in the depth of space? And if He does see... what must the nature of such a God be? Where does He live? How is it possible to live beyond infinity?
"Imagine the sand of the Mohaine Desert, which you crossed to find me, and imagine a trillion universes - not worlds by universes - encapsulated in each grain of that desert; and within each universe an infinity of others. We tower over these universes from our pitiful grass vantage point; with one swing of your boot you may knock a billion billion worlds flying off into darkness, a chain never to be completed.

"Size, gunslinger... size.

"Yet suppose further. Suppose that all worlds, all universes, met at a single nexus, a single pylon, a Tower. And within it, a stairway, perhaps rising to the Godhead itself. Would you dare climb to the top, gunslinger? Could it be that somewhere above all of endless reality, there exists a room?...

"You dare not."

And in the gunslinger's mind, those words echoed: You dare not.

damn cool eh. makes you feel damn fricking bloody small. almost insignificant. its almost like the lives we lead are really limited to those circle of frens he have arnd us. if youi look arnd, that isnt really a large number compared to the number of ppl in the world. isnt that interesting. our lives are all intertwined to form a massive network of life on earth , someone else is probably also blogging right now, maybe in alaska in an igloo with electricity, who probably also recently saw this article, and wondering if someone else in a faraway island such as singapore is blogging abt it.

we're specks. specks of dust. now shine.

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wah siao. im getting a bit worried. my running (4.5) has suddenly dropped progressively from 21:00 to 22:47 to 24:12 today. WTF??????? WHY SUDDENLY LIKE THAT ONE? like that confirm kena suspended one. EFF. man im getting scared. Daniel soon! now run slower than you liao lah! happy liao lah! haha. sian. eh national day week when we mugging can go run together also. since you're now faster i can pace you.

how ah how ah. anyone can explain to me why suddenly drop so much. ruiyi says its cos im running everyday thats why. but if zhiwei can i must also mah... who got secret formula bring my running back to form one.. haha ok thats kinda impossible. but any advice pls just spill here! haha. thanks hor.

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