hate me? then PISS OFF.

wah lau i a few days never blog my tagboard kena spam until like that.

vweg: haha sorry but yes i support liverpui now. still support chelsea lah but more of liverpui

nat: thank you for being the informant. lol

hl: hannah liverpool lose manu liao lah 2-0 kns. kuyt damn selfish dun want to pass.

hello ppl im back from genting. a few observations:

1.the haze there is non existent, only lots of clouds and mist
2. the food sucks. its unhygienic, has lots of seasonings, too much actually, and damn bloody oily
3. there are VERY VERY little teenagers there. its damn boring seeing lots of uncle auntie and ah mah ah gong. even if got girls also cmi one. hahaha no offence. you wonder how come jiajia is from malaysia and why she owns them all.
4. they have very different fashion sense. or rather the lack of it. hahaha

ok i shall stop before malaysians come to my blog and beat me up. haha. yes im back in training!

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sian we got suspended. but we're keeping a low profile. and we trained outside which was good training. KALLANG GYM. wah shiok. i always love gym. heh. yes end up feeling bigger. lets all get bigger guys. bigger and bigger. not ugly-big. nice-big. haha. then had bloody sprints. everyone thought the 100m sprints suddenly felt very far especially after all that training. but yes its effective. today bloogdy haze lah cannot train. honestly i WANTED TO TRAIN VERY MUCH. just not at 4pm when i ended at 1.20pm. doesnt make sense lah. ended up feeling guilty. haha. cmon guys we need to chiong more! the gay haze sucks though. knnbccb haze. i hope the haze lands in all other schools except ours so we can train and they can't.

pray with me leh. i want to train and win next year.

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haha hello all taggers. yes i've chilled and stopped thinking of it cos it just makes me angry for nothing.

yeah i feel betetr nw that ive got some things off my chest. both things. no outcome yes and not a very bright result but who cares lah. i don't care lah and she doesnt seem to care also. but im not quitting yet hor. =)

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have your parents pissed you off so badly before? im fucking pissed now cos im getting maligned for things i havent done and for no reason. this is the story.

i was in the car. so was my bro,sis,mum and dad. my phone rings, loudly, i pick up and start talking. first small thing that pisses me off. my bro and mum continue talking at the top of their voices about some money stuff, TOTALLY ignoring my conversation on the phone. my little sis keeps going "shhhh" but obviously they dun guve a shit. ican't really hear anything, cos its in such a enclosed space and they were talking really bloody loudly.

best move by dad: blast the fucking audio so loudly i can't hear a damn thing, in a bid to make both my bro and mum shut up. even hong sheng(who was on the phone with me) asked if i was outside. i had to whack the car seat before he turned around and i pointed to my phone before he understood that i was on the phone. everyone reduces volume, i finish my convo with hongsheng.

then it begins.

mum: do you know you are very rude?? why did you whack daddy's chair like that?

PAUSE. wtf? no, WTF? whacking the chair is rude????

me: huh? i was on the phone and you all just went on and on, talk louder and louder leh. and dad still blast the audio. how i talk?? of cos ask him lower volume mah.

mum:can't you ask your fren to hold on?
me:but dont you all know i was on the phone??
mum:no. why are you so rude?

PAUSE. HUH????!!!! i ask one thing, she continues talking about her own stuff. i ask her again, she go back to her own question again, knowing she totally dunno how to reply to my answer.her skill no. 1: when you lose to your son in an argument and you're in the wrong, save your own face by quickly changing topic and ignoe him.

me:huh? i'm just asking for basic courtesy and let me talk only what why suddenly become my fault that im rude just forw whacking a chair, and you all can talk loudly while im on the phone but not your fauly.
mum: you are very rude. why did you whack daddy's chair. why didnt you ask your fren to hold on.
me: what, you all didnt hear the ringtone?
mum:no. blahblahbalhablh

see. she still doesnt answer my questions.
while she was talking i switched on my ringtone. everyone suddenly went quiet when it played. its the opening of Guns and Roses's Sweet child of mine, a guitar solo that was real loud, if you know the song. they thought i had another call and stopped talking. all was silent excpet my ringtone. i thought they say cannot hear ringtone? why now suddenly can hear? and still say never hear my ringtone? my dad say too soft neevr hear. then suddenly i play everyone stops talking.

me: wah nvm lah.
mum:doesnt matter. since you have always regarded your frens as more impt.

now she's suddenly changing topic to me viewing freinds as more impt. realise that we have started from me whacking the seat as being rude. why? i still do not understand. do you know why whacking the chair is rude? if you do, pls tell me. its the lousiest fucking excuse to give. just some random shit to blame me when its her fault and she buey song that i blame her. FUCK. would you like being blamed on nonsensical rubbish? things like, "whacking chairs are rude".

me: huh??? eh, i only asked for you all to lower your volume leh.
mum:(suddenly raising her voice so much my ear hurts, which she always does) SO? WHY WERE YOU SO RUDE?(repeat point again.)
me: wah. nvm lah nvm.

moments later, my sis said sth, then i said, all of you talk so loud thats why i cannot hear.
mum: i never talk hor.

FUCK YOU LAH WTF KNNBCCB. like WTF?>>>>>>>R>EYGW$0823tpou3qwytfvh4wypt9v783q2y059876g2-9867v-29679-384vuj9peruigcoiduyk09843wyvuj925utp9iweruktpcoiuk

what the FUCK? what never talk? i can't believe she actually said that! that was like, OMFG. WTF. eh its a fucking BIG OBVIOUS LIE leh, i mean, does she have any brains? like, she says ANYTHING to defend herself. and let me tell you, ANYTHING. just to escape the blame. if she's not balmed, she wouldnt give a shit. she lies and deceives and anyhow whack. when she loses she just screams. fucking SCREAMS. you want me to demo? next time see me ask me i show you. when she does that i just keep quiet, cos i have no intention of screaming back, and she stops cos she thinks she has won the argument, which is what she wants. my dad always says, "okok you win you win everything i wrong ok." so does my sis and bro. now i just keep quiet. SHE FUCKING CANNOT LOSE ARGUMENT LOSE FACE ONE LEH.

my sis then refreshed her memory about her talking damn loudly to my bro about money. SUDDENLY, MIRACULOUSLY, she remembers. then she keeps quiet and replies:

mum: doesnt matter it doesnt change the fact that he puts his fren in fron of family.

HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH ..l.. ..l..

you see, when she loses, she changes topic again. i can;t stand it. i CANNOT STAND IT.

me:wah thanks.
mum:yah thanks. you know, im damn sick of you.

end of convo. FUCK YOU FRICKING BITCH. im probably going to hell for saying this but wth man. if you were in my spot you'd probably rather go to hell than face my mum. mind you, this arguments go on almost once every 2-3 days. for 17 years.you never win the argument even though she's in the wrong, it usually ends with her screaming, and you usually say "okok you win you win ok? everything i do wrong you do everyting correct". in recent times i;'ve got so sick of it i just keep quiet and go back to what i was doing. the next day she's bacl to normal and nice to yo uagain. all because she feels good that she won an argument with her son from VJC who scored 9As for Olevels. sense of accomplishment. did i mention she NEVER EVER acknowledges any good things that i do? be it studies or kayak, she just cannot be bothered. and she says i treat my family like dirt. but thats another story for another day. i'll tell you all about it next time k. rest your weary eyes now. its been a long post but i feel so much better. sigh. i live in a wretched family.

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wah havent blogged in a while. lazy. thank you all who made my birthday enjoyable in one day or other. "thank you" kayak guys for dunking me. haha. we're aging too fast man. especially this year. not long ago we were freshmen. soon some of us are gonna be OGLS. soon we gonna grad and go army. wah too fast too fast. need to slow down. haha. i think its like a dream. it passes too fast, so you better think of an ending you want fast, or your dream might end in a lousy way before you know it. haha basically, go find up old frens and chill out this holiday man. cos next year sure as hell no time. and im friggin bored at home with no XBOX games to play. so if you have, lend me pls. oh, if you feel like playing pool/lan/boardgames or just wanna chill outside, contact me NOW. hahaha.

fuck why this holiday like so sian.

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