hate me? then PISS OFF.

haha VJ life has been quite fun recently. without thinking of the top 50 thing that is. things are going well in class, im MUGGING, i feel good about that, had team bonding training today which was captain's ball, and everything is just going well! there's lot of entertainment during lessons cos of some ppl im messaging. haha im attentive lah but i still msg in between lessons. and gossiping and listening to the other person bitch about other ppl. a lot of stuff lah! either way im in a good mood.

but i think of the top 50 thing i sian alr. firstly the timing is AROUND <20 to be top 50. i stil need to shave 2 fucking mins. in 2 weeks. anyone with brains will tell you that its impossible. AND, im suffering from a strained ankle. cannot run. WELL DONE. what if i get kicked out of kayak? what to do? join sth else? too late alr what. then just study lor. face put where?

winning isnt everything, but wanting to win is.

and i want to win. but what if i can't? then it counts for nothing? i just dun understand why mr teo places such a big emphasis on running. those who can't run are stronger in other areas. those who can run are weaker in other areas. its give or take. kelvin is one of the fastes in water, and our timings on land are comparable. is he gonna get kicked out just cos he can't run into top 50? thats quite dumb isnt it. ACJC's fastest rower on the K1 is slowest on land. but he'll win the competition since he's fastest in water. if he was kicked out cos he was slowest on land, it wouldnt make sense. would it? you tell me.

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