9Sunday, March 25, 2007

sigh. my life is in a mess. it just seems that everyone is against me. what did i do what did i do what did i do wrong? all i wanted was to perform well. i dunno why i couldnt and i still dunno why, and i havent been looking for excuses, never had. all teo said was "put your blade in the water fully! thats why you're not moving" and thats the only reason i can find. if you do know why, pls tell me, cos im pulling my hardest and my fastest.

i want to do well and im not lying. i never had, not about this. sigh. believe what you want. though all of you prob dun believe anything i say now. i need to escape all this for a while. im getting very tired from all this.

sigh. help me pls. =(
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