hate me? then PISS OFF.

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DANIELSOON scored an IMBA outerfoot goal against ursa the other day during interhouse finals. fucking gay. wah dan you should have seen the teachers looks. all the house masters and some pe teachers sit there and just like, wah. gay. nice man. i see you haven't lost your touch! haha.

now i suddenly realise my life is damn boring. everyday go school, finish shcool go library mug till six, library closes, then go downtown mug again until 9. buey tahan. next week i shall cut down. rest more. maybe no more downtown. this is the first time i've come online in a week!

ohh anyway i've started running and gymming again. light one lah not as intense, must study, but must stay healthy! anyway suddenly become scrawny scrawny very weird. no muscles alr very sad. haha. used to it lah! very ego i know. i shall avert the muscles topic. i also think im starting to think like a girl. after stopping kayaking i keep thinking im fat. nobody believes me! but my legs are fat! haha. wah gay. dunno lah pun also dun believe me. but i AM fat! i have to run it off. whoo! run run run!

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haha yes huayshan. now i look at that post, i also dun care alr. retarded lah.

gary is cool. we have similarities. a lot of similarities. haha. wew ere talking about relationships when i realised how many things we had in common. made me feel a lot better talking about everything also. yeah should talk more to him.

im thoroughly disappointed with my results man. i got what, 29 for math? at this rate im gonna fail A levels. at least i know it was because i didnt study enough. and i was quarelling with someone before the paper.

chem i got 48. fuck. and i sttudied nothing but chem for the first two weeks of the holiday. completely retarded.

aiyah. there's too much anger in my blog. Shoo! Steer away! do not let all this anger affect you! haha. all of you, mug hard now.

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wtf my mum is a bitch i cannot stand it. seriously, for those of you who've read my blog before sometime ago there was a post about my mum being a bitch also. it has occurred many many times from, then till now, i just cannot stand it anymore.

see, we went out, the whole family, and fiona joined us after everything. when she was gonna go home, from my house, i realised i could not find my wallet. i found it eventually. but the thing was, in between when i left the room and i said i couldnt find the wallet my mum already started a scolding frenzy, when i wasnt even sure if i really lost it. cos i was sure i brought it home, just dunno where i left it. but i was accused of losing it IMMEDIATELY.

"lose your wallet again!"
"why always lose your wallet"!( i havent lost it in dunno how long)
"wah lau i just gave you money only lose it alr!"
"play play play only know how to play!"
"play finish alr then find!"

all these while giving a fucking angry face that i would have punched if i wasn;t looking for the wallet. then she started scolding me for random stuff.

"CLOSE THE DOOR LAH THE AIRCON ALL LEAKING OUT!)

she was fucking screaming. im quite sure my neighbour could hear it.

FYI, the door was hardly open. to get a clear picture of how "open" it was, push your door all the way to almost closing, but dun turn the knob. so the only thing that is stopping the door from fully closing is the latch thing. basically the gap in between is what, less than 1cm.

my reply? a civilised "a little bit only what so angry for what!"

then came the finale. i found it, went out and said, "NAH SEE! its here what! scream so much for what!"

then.

Armageddon.

she fucking unleashed hell with her throat with all the shouting and screaming, fiona was so scared she didnt even dare to see her. wtf? she just fucking screamed a hell lot of stuff i didnt even know what she was saying but i didnt care too cos i knew she was on one of those retarded rampages again, she just wasnts to win. hello, i found my wallet?

seriously my mum has an attitude problem. firstly she has always doted on my sis and she's the spoilt child, everything she does is right. my bro and i h ave come to terms with that. recently my bro went through a rough patch and cbecame very detached from the family and treated my parents very badly, now he's back to normal and my mum dotes on him too. he misses family outings, absent for spring cleaning, and our spring cleaning is damn fucking tiring by the way, misses the recent renovation stuff that require a lot of cleaning also. there was this time he told my mum he was gonna come home after a bbq, around 11, then the ywaited for him till 3am, waiting for his reply. when they called him again he scolded them for being stupid and waking him up. they didnt get angry. now they dote on him like fuck also.

nowadays im the worst treated one in the family, even though im the most obedient, and study the hardest, in the best school blahblhablha. however treatment since to be inversely proportional to how i treat them. wtf man. seriously today's matter is not very big, but if you get it repeated for 18 years of your life believe me it fuckign pisses you off. i mean, who gets so angry when you havent even confirm that you lost your wallet, and screams and get even angrier when you find it? it all boils down to one thing what. she wasnt happy i said, "nah see! found it what scream so much for what"

why?

FACE. NO FACE. if its one thing you need to know about my mum, she's fucking thick skineed, she must win all the quarrels. ask my bro, my sis, or my mum, or her mum or her brothers blahblahblah. everyone knows. plus she hates housework. every little piece of housework that she does, she gets into a really foul mood. we all avoid her when she's doing housework. cos we all know she gets angry. just because she gdoes housework. she scolds ppl for the slightest things then, such as "sit properly lah wh yyour leg on the table!" "watch tv dun make so much noise can a not! then there is ALWAYS a finale, " do housework for you all also so many problem, you all are all damn useless!only know how to create trouble only, can't you all grow up!"

all this time all three of us(me my bro my sis) would just sit there dumbfounded, bewildered by her behaviour.

aiyah. my mum's a bitch. end of story. God, if you exist, pls tell her that. thanks. it would make our lives MUCH easier. our referring to the other 4 members of the family.

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I've just got the new album by Bon Jovi: Lost Highway, and Jet: Shine on. Lost highway's good! as bon jovi's albums always are, but Have A Nice Day was better. Daniel soon, you want come ask me k! since we are both fans. haha.

I'm not exactly a big fan of Jet yet, but i like some of their songs. besides since im a sucker for slow moving songs, or rather any song that sounds painfully sad, i like their hit, Shine On. Ironically this is the name of their album. and would you know! Their album cover is completely BLACK! shine on my ass now. Maybe cos its supposed to be jet black. haha not funny.

anyway common tests damn fun hor. chem paper should be banned, its illegal. we're too young to be buying toto. or 4D, whichever you want to call it. same logic anwyay. just anyhow shade. i shall nbot go on and complain about how retarded it was blah blah blah cos it will probably be seen on every single VJC person's blog.i shall do the exact opposite. breace yourself.

FUCKING GOOD JOB MAN YOU BLOODY NUTCASES! that was the best damn paper i have ever done, COMPLETELY relevant to my future as a ________(fill in your occupation here. anyone. either way my sentence will make sense still.) I think being a pilot/ lawyer/ hotel manager requires the knowledge of chemicals whose names are longer than mine, and thats if you fold that name in half. i think i also need to know how many chiral centres there are to check for optical isomeirsm. maybe there is a certain application in the use of mirrors. If you have a chiral centre, you can see a mirror image in the umm mirror. did you know that???

im sick of my pathetic attempts at humour. screw this. screw you.

eh. to prevent offending a lot of ppl. change that last sentence to screw youSIAN.

eh sorry ah you sian. sacrifice yourself for my greater good. AHHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok now that was funny. and im self entertaining. so goodbye. heh.

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