hate me? then PISS OFF.

wtf my mum is a bitch i cannot stand it. seriously, for those of you who've read my blog before sometime ago there was a post about my mum being a bitch also. it has occurred many many times from, then till now, i just cannot stand it anymore.

see, we went out, the whole family, and fiona joined us after everything. when she was gonna go home, from my house, i realised i could not find my wallet. i found it eventually. but the thing was, in between when i left the room and i said i couldnt find the wallet my mum already started a scolding frenzy, when i wasnt even sure if i really lost it. cos i was sure i brought it home, just dunno where i left it. but i was accused of losing it IMMEDIATELY.

"lose your wallet again!"
"why always lose your wallet"!( i havent lost it in dunno how long)
"wah lau i just gave you money only lose it alr!"
"play play play only know how to play!"
"play finish alr then find!"

all these while giving a fucking angry face that i would have punched if i wasn;t looking for the wallet. then she started scolding me for random stuff.

"CLOSE THE DOOR LAH THE AIRCON ALL LEAKING OUT!)

she was fucking screaming. im quite sure my neighbour could hear it.

FYI, the door was hardly open. to get a clear picture of how "open" it was, push your door all the way to almost closing, but dun turn the knob. so the only thing that is stopping the door from fully closing is the latch thing. basically the gap in between is what, less than 1cm.

my reply? a civilised "a little bit only what so angry for what!"

then came the finale. i found it, went out and said, "NAH SEE! its here what! scream so much for what!"

then.

Armageddon.

she fucking unleashed hell with her throat with all the shouting and screaming, fiona was so scared she didnt even dare to see her. wtf? she just fucking screamed a hell lot of stuff i didnt even know what she was saying but i didnt care too cos i knew she was on one of those retarded rampages again, she just wasnts to win. hello, i found my wallet?

seriously my mum has an attitude problem. firstly she has always doted on my sis and she's the spoilt child, everything she does is right. my bro and i h ave come to terms with that. recently my bro went through a rough patch and cbecame very detached from the family and treated my parents very badly, now he's back to normal and my mum dotes on him too. he misses family outings, absent for spring cleaning, and our spring cleaning is damn fucking tiring by the way, misses the recent renovation stuff that require a lot of cleaning also. there was this time he told my mum he was gonna come home after a bbq, around 11, then the ywaited for him till 3am, waiting for his reply. when they called him again he scolded them for being stupid and waking him up. they didnt get angry. now they dote on him like fuck also.

nowadays im the worst treated one in the family, even though im the most obedient, and study the hardest, in the best school blahblhablha. however treatment since to be inversely proportional to how i treat them. wtf man. seriously today's matter is not very big, but if you get it repeated for 18 years of your life believe me it fuckign pisses you off. i mean, who gets so angry when you havent even confirm that you lost your wallet, and screams and get even angrier when you find it? it all boils down to one thing what. she wasnt happy i said, "nah see! found it what scream so much for what"

why?

FACE. NO FACE. if its one thing you need to know about my mum, she's fucking thick skineed, she must win all the quarrels. ask my bro, my sis, or my mum, or her mum or her brothers blahblahblah. everyone knows. plus she hates housework. every little piece of housework that she does, she gets into a really foul mood. we all avoid her when she's doing housework. cos we all know she gets angry. just because she gdoes housework. she scolds ppl for the slightest things then, such as "sit properly lah wh yyour leg on the table!" "watch tv dun make so much noise can a not! then there is ALWAYS a finale, " do housework for you all also so many problem, you all are all damn useless!only know how to create trouble only, can't you all grow up!"

all this time all three of us(me my bro my sis) would just sit there dumbfounded, bewildered by her behaviour.

aiyah. my mum's a bitch. end of story. God, if you exist, pls tell her that. thanks. it would make our lives MUCH easier. our referring to the other 4 members of the family.

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